I Love You This Much

vi. 04.02.2010. 19.59...

http://magicaljellyfish.wordpress.com/2010/02/04/i-love-you-this-much/

I Love You This Much

He can't remember
The times that he thought
Does my daddy love me?
Probably not
That didn't stop him
From wishing that he did
Didn't keep him from wanting
Or worshipping him

He guesses he saw him
About once a year
He could still feel the way he felt
Standing in tears
Stretching his arms out
As far as they'd go
Whispering daddy
I want you to know

[Chorus:]
I love you this much
And i'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much

He grew to hate him for what he had done
'cause what kind of father
Could do that to his son?
He said 'damn you daddy'
The day that he died
The man didn't blink
But the little boy cried

[Chorus:]
I love you this much
And i'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much

Half way through the service
While the choir sang a hymn
He looked up above the preacher
And he sat and stared at him

He said
'forgive me father'
When he realized
That he hadn't been unloved
Or alone all his life
His arms were stretched out
As far as they'd go
Nailed to the cross
For the whole world to know

[Chorus:]
I love you this much
And i'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much

[http://www.lyrics007.com/Jimmy%20Wayne%20Lyrics/I%20Love%20You%20This%20Much%20Lyrics.html]

for one who wants to hear this song, you can scroll down the music player and play it... you can also download it ^^v free! of course, it's not mine!

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Video nya itu diawalin ama seorang anak cowo, yang nungguin ayahnya dateng... pas ngliat ayahnya pulang, ayahnya tu seakan2 ga ngliat dy, dan tetep aj jalan masuk ke hum... tapi trus brantem ama istrinya gt... akhrny ayahnya pergi gt aj, tanpa ngliat ke anaknya itu... trus pas baru mau masuk ke mobil, *lagu masuk chorus* si anak ini triak kl dy sayang ama ayahnya...

Ayahnya cuma ngliat dy gt aj, tanpa expresi, dan msuk ke mobilnya...

Lanjut... si anak gede, n jadi pnyanyi ini... dy jd bnci ama ayahnya gara2 kjadian itu... akhrnya ayahnya mninggal... si anak dateng ke gereja... trus dy masi ngerasa bnci gt... sampe tiba2 dy ngliat salib yg ada di altar...

dy bru nyadar... kalo "Ayahnya" yang di Surga tu sayang bgt ama dy... walopun ayahnya ga syg ama dy, tp dy pnya "Ayah" yg lbih sayang ama dy, n nungguin dy buat dateng n bilang klo dy juga sayang ama "Ayahnya"...

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Gw bru aj nyadar... btapa seringnya gw pengen disayang ama orang, pengen diperhatiin ama orang laen... nuntut ini itu... tanpa ngasih rasa sayang, perhatian yang sama ke mereka... betapa sering gw mintaaa terus ama Tuhan, tanpa balik lagi n bilang at least "thank you" ama Dy...

Tuhan... maafin aku...

Temen2... maafin gw...

Makasih ya uda mau ada d hidup gw... uda nemenin gw slama ni, walopun gw jaad bgt ama lo2 pada...

Gbu all...

*entah knapa gw jd melankolis gni akhir2 ni...*